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    5/29/2007

    触及我心底的几首歌

    六年前,是老爸随手买的一张Pirate CD把我引进了欧美流行音乐的殿堂.现在终于有时间来盘点一下我的歌们了~
    每一首歌都蕴涵着一种感情.下面这几首,都是我在不同时期非常喜欢的歌(按时间排序):
     
    1. That' Why(You Go Away) (Michael Learns To Rock)
    'You were never satisfied/ No matter how I try'  'Sitting here all alone in the middle of no where/ Don't know which way to go/ There ain't so much to say now between us/ There ain't so much for you/ There ain't so much for me/ Any more'
    最先接触的歌曲之一.初中的时候情歌泛滥啊~ 因为某些原因,很喜欢这首歌.
     
    2. Paint My Love (Michael Learns To Rock)
    'From my youngest years/ Till This moment here/ I've never seen/ Such a lovely queen'  'Since you came into my life/ The days before all fade to black and white/ Since you came into my life/ Everything has changed'
    旋律超赞...
     
    3. Blue Night, You Took My Heart Away (Michael Learns To Rock)
    'Your voice is calling to me in my dreams/ My love is stronger than it's ever been' (BN)
    'Living in a world so cold/ You were there to warm my soul/ You came to mend a broken heart/ You gave my life a brand new start/ And now . . . I 'm in love'  'Holding your hand/ I won't fear tomorrow/ Here where we stand/ We'll never be alone' (YTMHA)
    MLTR不愧为情歌专家,词也写得很美...
     
    4. My Love (Westlife)
    'To hold you in my arms/ To promise you my love/ To tell you from my heart/ You're all I'm thinking of'
    初二暑假参加过一个英语夏令营,收获了友情,也重拾了学英语的信心.这首歌是我所在班的合唱曲目.分离后的很长一段时间里,一直在听这首歌,怀念着跟它有关的一切...
     
    5. Shut Up! (Simple Plan)
    'So shut up shut up shut up/ Don't wanna hear it/ Get out get out get out/ Get out of my way/ Step up step up step up/ You'll never stop me/ Nothing you say today/ Is gonna bring me down'  'Don't tell me who I should be/ Don't try to tell me what's right for me/ Don't tell me what I should do/ I don't wanna waste my time/ Or watch you fade away'
    高一的歌手大赛就是唱这首歌的.唱完这首歌唱的感觉只有一个字:爽! 想发泄的话这首歌是一很好的选择.
     
    6. Crazy (Simple Plan)
    'Is everybody going crazy?/ Is anybody gonna save me?/ Can anybody tell me what's going on/ Tell me what's going on/ If you open your eyes/ You'll see that something is wrong'  'Tell me what's wrong with society/ When everywhere I look I see/ Rich guys driving big SUVs/ While kids are starving in the streets/ No one cares, no one likes to share/ I guess life's unfair'
    我听的第一首比较有深度的歌.听到这首歌,想到society,有种痛心的感觉...
     
    7. Welcome To My Life (Simple Plan)
    'Are you stuck inside a world you hate?/ Are you sick of everyone around?/ With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
    while inside you're bleeding'  'To be hurt/ To feel lost/ To be left out in the dark/ To be kicked/ When you're down/ To feel like you've been pushed around/ To be on the edge of breaking down/ When no one's there to save you/ No you don't know what it's like/ Welcome to my life'
    有时觉得自己也遇到歌中的情况了,很不好受.当然,受挫的时候听一下,心里便会好受很多了.
     
    8. Untitled(How Could This Happen To Me) (Simple Plan)
    'And I can't stand the pain/ And I can't make it go away/ No, I can't stand the pain'  'How could this happen to me/ I've made my mistakes/ Got nowhere to run/ The night goes on as I'm fading away/ I'm sick of this life/ I just wanna scream/ How could this happen to me'
    一首比较颓的歌.高一末时,成绩,友情,宿舍等等带给我的压力把我压得喘不过气来.这首歌带给我的不只是眼泪,还有情感的宣泄.
     
    9. Perfect (Simple Plan)
    'And now I try hard to make it/ I just wanna make you proud/ I'm never gonna be good enough for you/ Can't pretend that I'm all right/ And you can't change me'  'Cause we lost it all/ Nothing lasts forever/ I'm sorry/ I can't be perfect/ Now it's just to late/ And we can't go back/ I'm sorry/ I can't be perfect'  'All the days you spend with me/ Now seem so far away/ And it feels like you don't care anymore'  'Nothings gonna change the things that you said/ Nothings gonna make this right again/ Please don't turn your back/ I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you/ But you don't understand'
    有时候很让人感同身受的一首歌.其中一个原因是和这首个一样的. 点击这里查看我关于这首歌写的一篇小说
     
    10. Wake Me Up When September Ends (Green Day)
    'Here comes the rain again/ Falling from the stars/ Drenched in my pain again/ Becoming who we are/ As my memory rests/ But never forgets what I lost/ Wake me up when September ends'
    已经不记得最初喜欢它的原因了.它的旋律,它的歌词,它的MV等等,都能让我一次又一次地感动,让我想到很多东西.虽然听了无数遍,但每一次听都会有新的感觉.至今仍是我的最爱.
     
    11. Movin' On (Good Charlotte)
    'Not everybody knows that everybody goes to a better place/ Not everybody knows that everyone could be living their last days/ But the hard times will come, and we'll keep movin' on, we're movin' up/ Keep movin' on'  'Said we're movin' on, and we got nothing to prove/ To anyone cause we'll get through'
    绝对的振奋精神!听了这首歌便觉充满动力!
     
    12. The Young & The Hopeless (Good Charlotte)
    'Hard days made me, hard nights shaped me/ I don't know they somehow saved me/ And I know I'm making something out of this life they called nothing/ I take what I want/ Take what I need/ You say it's wrong but it's right for me/ I won't look down/ Won't say I'm sorry/ I know that only God can judge me'  'And if I make it through today will tomorrow be the same/ Am I just running in place?/ If I stumble and I fall/ Should I get up and carry on or will it all just be the same'  'Cause I'm young and I'm hopeless/ I'm lost and I know this/ I'm going nowhere fast that's what they say/ I'm troublesome, I've fallen/ I'm angry at my father/ It's me against this world and I don't care, I don't care'
    不但颓废,而且嚣张.喜欢它透着的无药可救的堕落,喜欢它那句超串的'I don't care'.
     
    13. Say Anything (Good Charlotte)
    'Here I am on the phone again and.../ Awkward silence is on the other end/ I used to know the sound of a smile in your voice/ But right now all I feel is the pain of the fighting starting up again/ All the things we talk about/ You know they stay on my mind, on my mind/ All the things we laugh about/ they'll bring us through it every time,/ After time, after time'  'Some say that time changes,/ best friends can become strangers/ But I don't want that, no not for you/ If you just stay with me we could make it through'
    这首歌也让我觉得感同身受......
     
    14. Day That I Die, The World Is Black (Good Charlotte)
    'You know the happiest day of my life/ I swear the happiest day of my life is the day that I die/ Can you feel the cold tonight?/ It sets in but it's alright/ Darkness falls I'm letting go/ All alone but I feel fine' (DTID)
    'And everywhere you go/ it's just a different place/ You get the same dark feelings,/ see the same sad faces/ No one really cares that this is happening'  'We're living in this world/ Growing colder everyday/ Nothing can stay perfect/ Now I see'  'The world is black/ And hearts are cold/ And there's no hope/ That's what we're told/ And we can't go back/ It won't be the same/ Forever changed/ by the things we've seen' (TWIB)
    够颓废...孤独的时候很容易引起共鸣.
     
    15. Emotionless (Good Charlotte)
    'Hey Dad, I'm writing to you/ Not to tell you, that I still hate you/ Just to ask you how you feel/ And how we fell apart how this fell apart'  'It's been a long hard road without you by my side/ Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried?/ You broke my mother's heart, you broke your children for life/ It's not OK but we're alright/ I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes/ But those were just a long lost memory of mine/ I spent so many years learning how to survive/ Now I'm writing just to let you know that we're still alive'  'And sometimes I forgive, yeah and this time I'll admit
    That I miss you, miss you...hey Dad'
    GC难得的慢歌,也是他们自己的真实写照.听了让人心疼他们的过去,但更让人感动.
     
    16. Just One Last Dance (Sarah Connor)
    'A few hours left 'til the sun's gonna rise/ Tomorrow will come an it's time to realize/ Our love has finished forever/ How I wish to come with you (wish to come with you)/ How I wish we make it through'  'Just one last dance/ Before we say goodbye/ When we sway and turn round and round and round/ It's like the first time/ Just one more chance/ Hold me tight and keep me warm/ Cause the night is getting cold/ And I don't know where I belong/ Just one last dance'
    听到它就想到自己从不愿面对的分离...
     
    17. Jaded(These Years) (Mest)
    'There's a time & place for everything/ There's a reason why certain people meet/ There's a destination for everyone/ What's the explanation when we're done/ All the summer nights spent wondering/ So many questions asked, but no one's answering/ Would it be okay if I left today/ Took my chances on what you said was wrong'  'Now here I sit, so far away/ Remembering all the memories/ It's times like these that I miss you most/ Remembering when we were so close'  'I'll never forget the places we've been, you & I/ Our lives are slipping away,/ don't want to let time pass us by'
    喜欢这首歌,没有理由...
     
    18. March On (Good Charlotte)
    'Don't cry, open up your eyes and know/ There's someone else out there that feels this way/ I'm singing to you/ Cause I know what you've been through and now/ It's not so long ago I felt the same'  'Like soldiers, march on/ If we can make it through tonight we'll see the sun/ March on, march on/ Till we see the sun, march on, till we see the sun/ Through the good times, through the bad times/ Through the long days, through the hard nights/ Keep on, till we see the sun'  'Even when there's no one there for you march on/ Even when the days are long for you march on/ And like soldiers, march on'
    Good Morning Revival 里很励志的一首歌.GC的歌也不是都那么颓的...
     
    19. Cancer (My Chemical Romance)
    'Now turn away,/ Cause I'm awful just to see/ Cause all my hair's abandoned all my body, All my agony/ Know that I will never marry/ Baby, I'm just soggy from the kemo/ But counting down the days to go/ It just ain't living/ And I just hope you know/ That if you say/ Good-bye today/ I'd ask you to be true,/ Cause the hardest part of this/ Is leaving you...'
    MCR难得的慢歌.这首歌让我对MCR完全改观.有种不一样的心疼和感动...
     
    呃,这篇东东是长了点...感谢从头到尾看完的人!希望能在留言中看到你们的想法 ^ ^
    5/21/2007

    照相·爱心卡

    因为要照毕业照的缘故,今天回学校了.
    大家一个上午基本上都在不停地照,照完官方的还有自发的,原高一的班也要照,照完同学照老师等等,好不热闹.用BOBO姐的话说,就是"他们好像已经考完试了一样疯狂".所以,呵,我玩得很开心!!!
     
    今天从BOBO姐那儿拿到了一张专门留给我的"爱心卡",听说是每个科任老师写了十六张,张张都有不同的美好的祝福,张张都凝结着老师们的心血!由于是抽签的,我打开之后发现,是小英写的.很有内涵,很有哲理!看完之后很惊喜,有种被"算命"的感觉,似乎是她专门为我写的一样 :-P
     
    "一个人能放弃什么,主要看他想获得什么.能放弃常人不能放弃的东西的人,一定是想获得常人不能获得的东西.祝执着追求的你,得到你想要的."
     
    又觉得很有动力了.我的目标的确跟很多人的都不同,要达到虽然艰难,但只要执着,那么成功指日可待!
    5/20/2007

    空虚

    刚刚一个人在家很无聊,就把自己写过得blog全都看了一遍。终于对半个月前听到的‘看着朋友们留下的评论是一件很开心的事情’有了更深的理解。而且发现,其实高二时的自己,并不像想象中的孤独。又回想起以前很多的事来。。。
     
    看完之后还是觉得很空虚。唉,现在在家真的很无所事事,什么都不想做,又什么都想做。。。
    Carine说,这是必经阶段,因为旧的已经结束,而新的还没有来。
    那岂不是还要等多三个多月?!?比高考还难挨啊。。。
    5/13/2007

    成年

    引用

    生日
    昨晚一直过得比较郁闷,今天也烦了挺久的。
    至于原因。。。唉,我都不知道是什么,好像挺多的,,,昨晚一度想把人暴扁一顿。。。
    @#$%&*
     
     
    不过今天过生日,怎么说还是开心了好一会儿。
     
    两个电话,
    一张肖邦练习曲的cd,
    一个winnie the pooh的cd夹/盒,
    一本《心灵鸡汤》,
    一条健达,
    一条德芙,
    一包m&m,
    4条短信,
    许许多多的祝福。。。。。。
     
    感觉很幸福
     
    我爱我的母亲!
     
    这是我去年生日写的.记得去年那天一度郁闷到哭...如今发现世界是会因心情的转变而改变的...
     
    今天参加了SS第一届模拟联合国,一天都快乐地泡在学校了~我这次在英文组,和宋少婷一起代表美国.在我们和南非等国的努力下,唯一一份决议草案得以被起草和通过!
    很有成就感咧!~不过也发现自己需要改进的地方也太多了,比如说发言时还是会很紧张...
     
    然后晚上就和一些人一起吃饭了.虽然比我预期的要少很多,但还是很开心.谢谢你们陪我!
     
    还有不到一个月就要高考了,大家虽然忙,但都毫不吝惜对我的祝福.韵,婧,CARINE,尻尾,小曹,安琪,ANNIE,蓉,绮婷,阿超,阿娘,ROGER,陈建阳,邵韵怡,花花,少婷,BECCALYNN,SNOW,志志,FATNY,静雯,臭臭,冰冰,小璇,猪蹄,凝,童,SABRINA,MR. HE,7530全体,F3一些人等等等等……谢谢你们给我的N多祝福!!
     
    两个电话,一个相架,一盒巧克力,一首歌,N条短信 ^ ^
     
    今天还是母亲节啊!想来我真的很幸运,才长到成年就已经有两次母亲节和生日在同一天过的经历了!~
    祝妈妈节日快乐!!!!!
     
    今晚吃饭的时候花花问我成年了有什么愿望.我听了一愣,发现自己竟然没想过这个问题... - -
    总是听人说,成年了,肩上的责任就更重了.倒是"责任"和"我的未来"我想了很久...
    呵呵,如果说要许愿的话...我希望我亲爱的好朋友们(还有我 - -)永远都能幸福快乐!
    5/7/2007

    五一新东方六日“游”

    这个五一黄金周是在区庄新东方的口语五级班和许多人一起度过的。虽然有点累,但是很充实很快乐,而且我所收获远远多于期望值。
     
    第一节课,Larry(the Korean-look teacher) 问我们问什么学英语,为什么来这个班。我当时一愣,发现自己好像并没有什么目的(因为兴趣?)... 而且原本打算来上课只是kill time or for fun的(待在有人的家里真是要kill me了)... Larry的话真得让我对英语学习产生了全新的认识。他说,to lead the world!!!!!
     
    这是一个精彩的开头,而这个开头延续下去,就是精彩的六天。
    呵,那就总结一下这精彩的六天吧~
     
    WHO DID I MEET?
    Larry: 老师,广外毕业,口语很赞,很像韩国人,歌唱得不错,略知风水
    Beccalynn: 名字够长,英语不错,是ss高一的学妹,刚开始常被人说我们长得像 - -b
    Ben: IT man,很像香港人,看起来很小,做speech和take notes都很在行,Lucy's husband
    Carine: 英语很强(词汇、sense、speech ect.),很有能力(学习、领导 etc.),在中大读H.R.,每天一罐红牛,少有地姓单
    Chloe: 很斯文的女生,喜欢穿白衣服
    Danny: 她的speech总让人觉得很有见的,看不出已经工作20年了,最后一天在我尴尬时慷慨解囊
    Iris: 典型的湖南人,kinda new comer,所以make speech时有点shy
    Jomy: 中大岭院的靓女,香港来的,对很多东西充满热情
    Lily: 大一,笑起来很甜,老被我们调侃说是Lucy's sister
    Linda: 家住得离我最近,喜欢叫我‘妹妹(muimui)’,工作了的
    Lucy: 工作与通信有关,Ben's wife,和Ben很衬
    Marin: 湖南的靓女,会法语,很真诚,很勇敢
    Mr. He: Jomy的同学,不怎么说话的男生,对着相机的反应很有个性
    Pannye: 中大的,名字和Penny(男生)老是弄混,云南人来的
    Penny: 英语不错,涉猎广博,思想很有深度,喜欢尼采
    Sabrina: 中大的,在岭院读Public Finance,介绍过一个叫'game theory'的很好玩的东西
    Sandy: 中大的,笑起来很像杨千华,outgoing,曾经同时做三份兼职(佩服!),西安人
    Sean: 搞生物科研的,喜欢笑,看起来很像企业家
    Sunny: 开了一家饭店,现在在努力学英语,很厉害
    Walter: 在中大学法,中午一定会睡觉,很少说话,最后一天不见了
     
    WHAT DID I LEARN?
    第一次我做presentation后,发现自己的演讲逻辑有点混乱,语速也很慢。Larry建议我多朗读些书还有练多点rap(- -b)。他说他从初中起每天就听voa or BBC CNN ect. news,还有脱口秀之类的。
    *结论一:practice makes perfect.
     
    在一次又一次的讨论中,我发现自己有很多词都不懂,词汇量不够大也许是我和其他人之间共有的差距~
    *结论二:vocabulary is important! the more, the better.
     
    第一节课起,Larry就告诉我们每次讨论都要选一个leader来组织。刚开始大家就一起讨论,当我们告诉Larry我们没选leader时,他说我们是typical Chinese~后来玩了个小游戏,发现除了打破定时思维的灵感很重要外,leader也很重要。
    *结论三:everybody needs leadership.
     
    六天过去了,在一次次的讨论中,惊觉大家之间的距离是如此的近。不知何时开始,我们已经开始信任彼此,愿意分享自己的故事和观点,愿意细细聆听。分别时充满了不舍。
    *结论四:we sometimes should trust others.
    *结论五:friendship is precious.
     
    当然,我学到的并不止这些,还有比如演讲文章要有好的结构,细节决定成败,人生要好好奋斗等等等等。。。